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-some venting ahead bleh-

Okay. So. 
I'm feeling much better at this point, but even so, I probably should update you guys on why I'm, like, much more inactive than usual. 

Mostly loneliness. It's not really something I can explain, but I've been feeling really lonely lately, and for some reason my response to loneliness is to withdraw inward and distance myself from others. Which I know is quite counterproductive but if I'm not really being "myself" lately, that's why. I just get downhearted more easily and I'm trying my durndest to get back into the swing of things, but it might take some time. I'll try to get to my notifications one day, when I can feel more at ease to manage them. 

I keep getting irrationally scared everyone's going to leave me, even when I know that isn't true, so basically I'm trying to fight all the evil thoughts in my head. I'm really sorry I haven't been keeping tabs with all the people I usually do, but it's just out of a sense that I feel like I'm annoying the people I talk to. Which I know isn't true either (I hope, anyway), and Zach has been helping me along so I'm a lot better than I could be at this moment, so I'll get there. I'm working on the art trades and the next EoS page and I'm certain they'll all be nice and awesome but until then, I hope you all can be patient. 

And while you wait, you can look at the snuggly Swadloon. Keep being awesome! ^^
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KirbyTardos's avatar
*reads description*
It seems.... fitting... that you drew Swadloon.....
Those feelings are so horrible~